http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/ ::Elixir of Life Mon, 05 Sep 2005 04:15:02 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/archive/170.html Sun, 04 Sep 2005 14:59:24 GMT I'm choked. I want a brighter place... http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/comments?id=170 http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/archive/169.html Thu, 04 Aug 2005 14:43:26 GMT Tiap kali cukup bulan, aku mengeluh. Tapi aku tahu keluhan aku bunyinya kedengaran sama dengan keluhan orang-orang lain di luar sana. Bekerja untuk membayar segala hutang piutang. Yang tinggal untuk makan tidaklah seberapa. Pagi ini, sewaktu berjalan ke tempat kerja, aku nampak dua orang lelaki, tidak pasti kerakyatannya, menaiki basikal. Si pembonceng memegang baldi. Barangkali tukang cuci. Aku rasa bersalah. Aku kira aku tidak bersyukur. Aku lupa, ada orang berhijrah ribuan batu mencari rezeki dan berpisah dengan keluarga. Aku lupa yang aku pernah menjadi tukang... (more) http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/comments?id=169 http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/archive/168.html Tue, 02 Aug 2005 15:12:12 GMT Tercarikah cinta dalam sekelip mata? Ada cinta di depan mata, ditolak sia-sia. Ada cinta di seberang sana, dikejar bagai nak gila. Peliknya kuasa cinta. Tak siapa bisa menafsirkannya. Cinta tak kesampaian. Putus di tengah jalan. Cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan. Bagai pungguk rindukan bulan. Cinta yang hilang. Bagai ada sesuatu yang kurang. Cinta yang tak berjumpa. Ditakluk seluruh benua, kalau belum tiba masanya, memang tidak akan berjumpa. Ada satu cinta yang abadi. Tetap setia meneman diri. Walau diduga kesusahan dan kedaifan. Cinta Tuhan,... (more) http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/comments?id=168 http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/archive/167.html Sat, 30 Jul 2005 17:04:09 GMT I was in the process of downloading the whole episodes of Desperate Housewives using Ares software. Thanks to Streamyx (*Ehem*). Well, it's not that god damn fast, but it's a lot better than the 56k dial up. I found this one link of episode 23 (The last episode). Usually, it will take hours to download one single episode and the size of the .avi is about 350k kb. But this link was only about 50k++ kb in .mpg format. I felt strange but still I downloaded it, thinking that the last episode might be pretty short. I was browsing the internet at the same time. When... (more) http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/comments?id=167 http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/archive/166.html Mon, 25 Jul 2005 14:07:44 GMT It's not good to make decisions when you are in doubt. When you're in doubt, you think harder. When you think harder, you get more confused. When you are confused, you do stupid thing. When you do stupid thing, you regret it later. When you regret, you'll never forget. " It's impossible to grasp just how powerful love is It can sustain us through trying times Or motivates us to make extraordinary re-sacrifices It can force the decent man to commit the darkest deed We all search for love, But some of us, after we found it, Wish... (more) http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/comments?id=166 http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/archive/165.html Mon, 18 Jul 2005 17:13:18 GMT Hari-hari di jalanan adakalanya sangat mencabar kesabaran. Ada yang terlalu gopoh memandu, seolah-olah dia seorang saja yang nak ke pejabat. Memecut laju ni...tak agak-agak punya laju. Tiba di depan sana, tersangkut jugak dalam deretan kereta Yang mengengsot perlahan. Terpaksa la join the queue dan Merangkak bersama-sama. Aku : (gelakkan aje) Ada pulak yang memandu terlampau perlahan. Memandu di lane Kedua sambil menghidup udara pagi. Yang aku perhatikan selalunya pemandunya dah berumur. Excuse me, uncle, could you please accelarate a bit Or kindly move aside to the third... (more) http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/comments?id=165 http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/archive/163.html Tue, 12 Jul 2005 12:05:45 GMT How do we kill two harmful birds with one stone? Should the stone be big enough to hit them both at one time? And the birds are close enough to each other? Or on a second thought, should we just shoo them away instead of killing them? But will they ever come back? Or maybe we could just kill one of them. For sure, the other one won't be stupid enough to remain there, eh? http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/comments?id=163 http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/archive/162.html Sun, 10 Jul 2005 04:22:54 GMT 1) Pushing off late from home to workplace will cause horror. 2) One hour driving through Kesas Highway to Putrajaya is a lot better than one hour 'snailing' through Federal Highway to Petaling Jaya. 3) Traffic jam is the BIGGEST boredom. 4) Blank stare at the monitor screen is the SECOND biggest boredom. 5) Talking to colleagues is considered chit-chatting. Netsending is OK. 6) Pretend to look busy is tough. 7) Appreciate time - counting hours, minutes and seconds (?). 8) Lunch + prayers should be in ONE go. 9) Going back at 1730 SHARP is... (more) http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/comments?id=162 http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/archive/161.html Fri, 01 Jul 2005 10:43:46 GMT Ada ketika 'ruang' dan 'masa' atau bak kata orang putih 'space' and 'time' sangat membantu bila kita berdepan dengan masalah yang sangat mengusutkan. Kita me'jarak'kan diri daripada sesuatu masalah tetapi tidak bererti kita melarikan diri selama-lamanya. Kita cuba duduk dalam suatu ruang lingkup yang lain dan cuba melihat masalah itu dari suatu sudut atau perspektif yang berbeza dari kelazimannya. Adakala 'ruang' ini akan memberi kita satu ketenangan yang amat kita perlukan dan memberikan kita gambaran rasional yang lebih jelas. 'Masa' tidak pernah menunggu... (more) http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/comments?id=161 http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/archive/160.html Wed, 29 Jun 2005 15:30:58 GMT I haven't met her since I came back here. She's my ex-classmate during my secondary school. She was the one that would read the answers for me when I forgot to do my homeworks especially Math homeworks. I would put the the exercise book on my lap scribbling down the answers. She would read the answers for me and at the same time eyeing the teacher at the front class who was already asking students to submit the homeworks at the teacher's table. She has been a great help to me. We went to different universities. Then, I went abroad and she went to Maktab Perguruan... (more) http://myelixir.blogdrive.com/comments?id=160